Musings on Trauma

Trauma is cumulative. Our first significant trauma is being born. So we all have PTSD with all its horrific physical and emotional symptoms. 

PTSD is not an injury that can be naturally healed like an external kind.

Therefore we are all in deep trouble. Going to the hospital won't help. Let the first close call take you out. If you can't heal naturally, you can't heal. 

Fall where you fall. And poof, your'e gone.


My ring is FINALLY OFF!

Cat helped me using a trick with a ribbon. Feeling more peaceful despite today's traumatic events which included cops with guns in my house threatening me. All feeding my PTSD.




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